

At
this sweet momentwhichever it isyoure in a cathedral.
So am I. Always. Spires of trees may not embrace you as you read this;
the soft prayers of stream whispers may be too far beyond walls for hearing.
Still we can listen for them, seek them, remember them. We can recognize
the clarity that comes from moments in pure wilderness, and learn to hold
that clarity inside. We can use our connectedness to recognize that, despite
the layers of concrete and pain we have layered over the land, nature
still reaches us. In even the urban settings which often contain and confine
us, there is nature to be found in every sight, every breath. That breath
youre taking right nowwhich you could live only seconds if
disconnected fromis in turn connected to the entire protective atmosphere
that embraces the planet. So, too, the sip of water from your glass is
connected to every ocean beyond the walls. Even the dust that now settles
on your floor is a reminder of connection to nature, for its a trace
of the elemental ground of home. And in that nature is clear guidance
to our questions. Calm answers to silent prayers.
We
are always in the cathedral because were an integral element of
it. Nature is something we are; not just something with
which we relate. In the beauty of following nature as a spiritual
path comes an ability to recognize that: to feel natures order in
ourselves as well as in every surrounding.
For
me, its easier to feel the whole earth as a divine sanctuary while
at the base of a redwood whose patience has lasted a thousand years, than
at the end of a traffic jam that seems as if it will last the same. Its
easier to flow with the spirit of water at the bedside of a river whose
commitment to flow never ceases or tires, than it is at a drinking fountain
in the lobby of a sterile city hall.
Yet
Ive learned that with practice, natures vision
and reverence can be brought forth via even the smallest, driest urban
leaf. Its entirely contained within the fewest lingering
drops of dew on back alley windows.
In
even the most barriered, forsaken, desperate building, there is still
that breath of air to be drawn. And on each breath is a remembrance which
is always available: Breathing in, the wind is a part of me. Breathing
out, I am a part of the wind. I use it to bring awareness back to the
truth of our constant presence in the cathedral. To our integral part
in its being.
I
find that connecting to natures spiritual presence only while in
wilderness is akin to only seeking connection with a higher spirit while
in church.
For those who choose it, that Sunday hour may be vital. It may be restorative
and centrally grounding. But its only one hour of the week. Its
the thoughts and deeds of the other hours that put the faith into practice.
Its
the ability to see high spirit and beauty everywhere that brings the faithful
into the realization of their faiths healing powers. Along other
paths, its one definition of a saint: those who can see beauty in
anyone, anywhere, and dare to look that beauty straight in the naked eye;
to face the pain thats inevitably within the beauty. I think it
no different in looking at nature. Our own darkest, most violent sides,
are a part of nature too. We are always in the cathedral. We are stones
in the cathedrals floor, ourselves.
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